UGH ARGH AND People can be so stupid….RAGE/RANT

Ok, so I had a falling out with Lestat last night, he’s decided to go his way and I with mine. Why did this happen let’s just say that my choices in life differ than his? He wants to do things his way; he’s almost never wrong, (Which is wrong in itself.) others are to blame for some of his own short comings he created for himself. He could have been married with kids by now had he not fucked himself out a great relationship he had with someone we both knew mutually on good terms, but he fucked his relationship with her by overanalyzing almost everything she did that didn’t include him.

She couldn’t have male friends because he thought she might be cheating on him. He was overprotective, to the point of overbearing. His behavior was/is worse than my own at times (That’s saying a lot). I try to show him what path he should attempt to take for recovery and I was spat at in the face of our friendship. It’s just like with Phant, but with him it was trust issues and leaking our private conversations about a certain person to that very person. Tell me am I supposed to trust THAT person as well? I don’t think so…..

And another thing that pisses me off, when you try to talk to someone and they blatantly ignore you, not that they even give you a reason. No, this person just flat out refuses to talk. That’s rude straight out. At least I will give a person a reason of why I am ignoring them, and the reasons thereof. Point of example one “Phantomgrift” name withheld because I can be respectful enough to refrain from using a person’s real name lest it be able to be googled and used against said person in any type of instance. He’s basically burnt his bridge awhile back, his trust with me was busted when he gave out a private conversation about someone he knew I didn’t like and considered as an Internet troll, but that didn’t stop him from sharing that information with said troll and even twisting it around about on top of it.

All that for a laugh and a giggle. Part of the reason I removed him from my facebook, was the fact he removed posts that he thought his wife, one who doesn’t like much anyways and wondered why her husband was giving me the time of day anyway? Would find offensive after finding out thru a 3rd part fellow Facebook member and friend circle that his orders were cut and they had gone to Japan 2 months after the big incident that happened, and with things the way they were (Which I will not go into details with LEST I accused of STALKING them again) over there, I had stated simply that maybe it was in the best interest that maybe he and his wife hold back due to the event that were already in place for fear of her health and wellbeing.

He removed them several times and I got tired of it and removed him from my FB where as he promptly ran to the community we both “used” to freq at one point and time and decided to profusely mention me by name and belittle and ridicule me with no way as to defend myself either since I had been banned for whatever reason the administration at the time had concocted to justify it. As per usual of said community they had a good time ripping on me and my good name, ergo another notch on the way I do ignore Phant and his replies and such upon anywhere I go and see him attempting to get me to talk to him in some manner. And well to Coin a phrase Mordecai used recently with a twist, “Sure Jason I trust you, “OH” but wait, now I’m taking back that trust I told you could have and just throwing it away”.

He’s kept coming to the blog for a bit and I’m just ignoring him for the sake I just don’t care for his antics anymore and I find it rather odd and slightly annoying that he says he “googled” me because he was bored at work. He googles for people while he’s on Deck duty? He’s so bored that he can’t just Facebook or MySpace the time? I could find TONS of other stuff while I was on CQ Duty – The basic equivalent of Deck duty, rather than googling peeps I know. But seems my bud lestat, and Phant have taken a liking to each other, even against my advice to Lestat was not to feed a troll. I replied to lestat and I’ll even try to keep his leash tightened, but at times he draws trolls nearby, that’s when the leash gets tightened. I even banned phant from coming there after he registered but after the move and the re-establishment of the database his account was unbanned as well as a few others I placed on lock down, but I allowed his to remain unbanned in case he wishes to try to troll there or pull some type of internet shenanigans.

OH But lets not forget our other personality either don’t want her left out now do we? Isn’t that right A/V ? I’d rather spend time with the kids to playing TF2 or STALKER or hell even trying out a few MMO’s together again. This brings me to another point of order that burns my ass cheeks. Fair weather friends and Gamers, what type of lame ass excuse is “I don’t want to re-download steam and use my account to re-download my games because there are people I don’t want to talk to anymore. Hell if that was the case I’d have lost a lot of friends by leaving a community and just blocking everyone and anyone from said place.

But this is someone who has games DLM games that just need to be re downloaded is all. But because they have people on their steam list they no longer want anything to do with, they don’t want to play anymore. That just plain pisses me off because one, “I” liked playing with said person, it was fun to run thru the map and flame the hell out of the crew whilst Ms. Mimiiru mows them down with the mini-gun. Has several games thru steam and only reason Ms. Mimiiru doesn’t re install and take the plunge is because there is ass-hattery upon Ms. Mimiiru’s friend list, ergo makes me wonder why doesn’t Ms. Mimiiru just edit said list and NOT have said ass-hattery upon yon friend list?

I think it’s just Ms. Mimiiru way of saying piss off dude; I’m tired of gaming AND with you in general w/o having to say it out right. Which to me is a cope out and one the worst things you could pull on me. I really lose faith in humans when they pull crap stunts like that. It shows how distrustful we are as a species. Ms. Mimiiru is one of those examples of being wishy washy, and un-decisive about what Ms. Mimiiru wants to do with their life.

Shown specific sites Ms. Mimiiru has registered with and doesn’t want to be bothered with wanting to update them even though it might generate traffic for said web comic they and their flat mate do as a team. Let’s not forget the YUKU page they created back in 2003 that is still untouched since the days of old. I guess I’m just not friend fun enough to game with or to engage in conversation with anymore is my guess. If that’s the case, fine I can accept that and go on. It’s was one of the more reasons not to bother keeping the LJ anymore as well as others too. Also I took that extra step and extend the hand out to join my forum as well.

Nay, I did and it was “politely” slapped away and Ms. Mimiiru Left to go be abused, more verbally as well as emotionally, because believe it or not every time you intentionally go out of your way to insult, ridicule and outright belittle someone you are in fact emotionally bitch slapping them regardless of how whether its verbal or if you had walked up and slugged them in the head with a 2×4. It’s just as hurtful and just as much an injury just on a different level. Nowadays she’s not on anywhere, her DA? Dead, LJ probably hasn’t had an entry in over a few months, CB don’t know, don’t care. Tried to talk to her to resolve this shitfest and was ignored, YOU WANT BE A HIKIOMORI!?! (ひきこもり 引き籠もり, FINE! It’s your life if you want to be some social outcast? BE ONE YOU’RE SO GOOD AT IT! *RAGE*. I’m through with my rant for now….



  1. J · October 4, 2011

    Ah, a big, haughty, “I’m to good to name names”, but then you use my name anyway. Yep, classic Steve.

    “”And another thing that pisses me off, when you try to talk to someone and they blatantly ignore you, not that they even give you a reason. “”

    Really? You mean like when I tried to originally talk to you that I had no idea about Rip, but you felt it was to far gone to even acknowledge me?

    Or the classic piece of this post that is basically: “Waaah, all the people I know are stupid assholes and OH YEAH, it’s not my fault at all!”

    Because it’s never your fault, for anything.
    You are always the innocent bystander in every aspect.
    Despite the number of times I tried to talk to you. After a while, I realized that you were basically a 40+ year old teenager. Someone who was quick to be friendly when the winds were right and everything was going smoothly, but the moment something happened that the other person might have been able to explain, or needed to do and you weren’t in on?

    “Ding! Done!” and away you went, convinced that once again, the world in it’s evil had burned you and attempted to tarnish your beautiful halo, and woe to it all, how could they be so mean to you.

    Have you ever registered at all, that maybe, just maybe, some people respond to you like they do because your’re a self-centered, arrogant asshole with no regard for anyones feeligns but your own?

    Have you ever thought that perhaps it’s not us who “burn the bridge”, but it is, in fact, you?

    • Madarame-Harunobu · October 4, 2011

      Oh you mean Phantomgrift? Yea everyone on Google earth knows who Phantomgrift is in real life. *Rolling of eyes* Also quit saying “Harunobu thinks he’s never wrong.” you know its bullshit as well as I do. Innocent bystander nah I’ve done my fair of instigating asshattery, but I’ve also manned up to it as well, so I can call bullshit that. A 40 Yr. old teenager yet you’re the one that stated you decided to Google my blog to find out if it was active or not, if that’s not just a shade of creepy I don’t what is and you’re a 16 yr old trapped in a 32 yr. old man-child who has peter pan syndrome of frontal lobe. Yea pot calling kettle on that. As far as being an arrogant asshole goes? *Places up a mirror* Try looking at yourself, but add stalking troll to the list as well. Burning a Bridge behind? Are you kidding me? I set the fucking C4 on your asses on that bridge and pushed the detonator myself so what the fuck ever on that! I can’t stop laughing on the attempt to call me out on anything “Phant”, go back to your duty desk and do some work for change. OH and thanks for the traffic I think the blog’s hit 26 hits in the last 2 hrs.

      Bottom line is you fucked up, in my opinion for compliled bullshit and breaking my trust plain and simple, you can pile up whatever sad shit you can come up with as an excuse doesn’t excuse the fact you shared personal information that was to be private, but even after that a few yrs. later, you remove posts and such off your Facebook which is fine, that’s your decision I was fine with it but at the same time I was tired of that as well. You say I posted up a whole blog post with detailed about your military orders and your “personal” affairs and all that stuff which was also “bullshit” I found out thru a 2nd part we’re both mutually friends with you had already taken off overseas two months after that fact. So your post on that place was bullshit. Far as your wife was concerned? She wondered why the hell you put up with me. I asked myself the same question and all I could come up with is entertainment value, so you have my attention and the attention of said “community” that you posted up at. So what’s next? Waiting for next reply….

  2. J · October 4, 2011

    Fer example:

    “”because believe it or not every time you intentionally go out of your way to insult, ridicule and outright belittle someone you are in fact emotionally bitch slapping them “”

    Annnnnd devoting a full-length ranty post essentially blasting said person for going their seperate way isn’te “insulting, ridiculing” or “belittling” them?

    Oh, and as you apparently like to drop “hint, hint, wink, wink, I’m not talking about this person but I totally am” moments, shall we enlighten anyone still reading this blog that “Mimimura” who was your bestest gaming buddy, was also close to 20 years younger than you, placing your attention into the “Way creepy” category?

    • Madarame-Harunobu · October 4, 2011

      What the fuck ever, I had to stop myself from laughing so much I might puke. Creepy, yea actually giving her feedback and being attempting to be her friend is “creepy”. Screw you blue, I got pissed off at her because she listened to you raving asshats, the ones that insult and rag and such on her. But now she’s gone almost entirely, my opinion is you guys drove her away with your insistent bagging all the time. You rag on someone enough they will tell you to fuck off and jump a cliff.

      Who the hell are you to talk, if anything she’s the one that needs to step and speak her mind for a change pump some testosterone into those veins and man up and shoot back at me, but will she? Fuck no why who the hell knows anymore, it’s more of irritant than anything. Yea in fact the reason she said she wasn’t going to use her steam account anymore was because she had people on there she didn’t want to deal with anymore mainly bobs, you can deny it all you want as well but I read it and the fucked up part is she can’t be bothered to just edit her god damn friends list to remove the gamers and be done with it and push on, enjoy gaming enjoy art and to fuck with the others think. I think you all fucked her up more mentality than anything else.

  3. J · October 4, 2011


    Your assumptions are, as ever, delightfully wrong.
    And “peter pan” syndrome? Really? Outside of general cursing that’s all you can come up with?
    That syndrome is someone refusing to accept adulthood and acting like a small child forever. Someone with peter pand syndrome wouldn’t join the military, have a life, get married, etc. But you wouldn’t understand that, as all you can see is I have slighted you and the blame is all on me….. Cause it’s never your fault!
    Huzzah for the C4 bridge!


    • Madarame-Harunobu · October 5, 2011

      Oh nay, nay says the Knave, who did serve in U.S. Army, who -is- married with “3” children, who does work for a globally known yet small Data Backup and Recovery Software Firm. Nay I say, You are but a lowly trollish man-childe who is just trying ot get a rise from me with your inane assumptions. Go find a latrine to clean of a deck to swab up. I will leave with this though, I do hope you’ll get a chance to see the special date you talked about those few months ago, because I can tell you from experience its definitely a life changing event.

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