It’s been awhile, there have been some very serious events in the last year. still not handling my dad’s passing well. Don’t know really whats going on with mom and my brother, it’s almost a year and hasn’t talked with either of them.  Don’t even know what is going on with Dad’s remains as of yet since he donated his body to science no really he donated his body to the Medical College and they will cremate his remains and hand him back to my mother at some point I guess? My brother (Bruce) is having his 2^nd kid on the way, Congrats to him and SpecialK and Caleb being a new Big brother too!

Ken has had some serious private matters as well. I know where he is because I am still currently. Part of the reason why the Cybernauts have been so quiet for past year or so.  Covid, loss of family, loss of employment and maybe just a bit mental stability too. Been trying to keep my shit together by keep in touch with my aunt but its not the same, I tried to talk with bruce on the weekends because it feels like I am talking with family but he’s too busy to talk with work and again with a 2nd child on the way. Robert’s gone, Dan is moved up north, rest of gang are too busy to join up and explore the wasteland with me it seems these days either.

I ended up at Morgan Stanley after getting back from back east. I ended up thru two departments helping out here and there. Now I am training for tech Support. Week 1 isn’t even over yet and we ran into problems, but we’re catching up.  It will be a good but hard 1.5 month of training and will be worth it. The only bad part about this is I am still a “Contingent” employee even after being there for 9 months now.

I am setting a certain date rage and if I am not hired FT Perm with MS? I will be looking for a place that will hire me on as a permanent employee. Don’t get me wrong, I like being employed, but I also like feel like belonging as well and being a temp doesn’t really vibe the whole “ I feel like I belong”.

I discovered twitch if I haven’t mentioned it yet, but o twitch its TehLoen (Yea I typo’ed it out on purpose.)  I cuss a lot, and rage quit sometimes, but always love hanging with my wasteland buds in the #FalloutCommunities on Twitch.  Should check out #ThiccMethod #MawTater #c27Penn  and there are tons more to check out as well,  I am going to leave this entry with a link to Star trek The Animated Series OST from Ray Ellis. 5:38 is one of my Fave tracks and 6:29 you’ll just have to listen to understand…..